I think I FOUND MYSELF

Finally, after so long... I'm actually writing another decent entry. :)

Alex texted me today: "Jeanne, tomorrow na ba yung kay Doojie? SM! Bili ka ng bagong phone. Sony ericsson. W350i. Haha :)"

To give you a little bacground of W350i. Cam bought an orange and black one, a few weeks ago. Jen bought the black and purple one, after a while. Now, Alex also has one. Basically, most of my friends (because I don't know who else has it, maybe AM?) have that phone. LOL.

If I still thought of everything like before, I would have switched. This comes along with my mind-set that if people see that I do what they do or have wht they have then it would mean, "I BELONG".

Well, I say goodbye to that thinking now. Maybe people should see that I can now stand up for myself. That's how I'll be able to measure our friendship anyway. If they still accept me despite my odd-ness. :)

And, I believe that more than the physical, our friendship is what truly matters. That's that.

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A quote I heard in the movie "A Cinderella Story" could relate to this.
"Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game."


Jeanne